I like it
yet
it causes
the chaos
I hate it
yet
I miss
the tornado
she wants me
to
drink
with her
she hates it
when
I get drunk
the kids say
I’m an asshole
when I don’t drink
yet
hate monster
arguments
or inter-dimensional
reasoning
from bottle bottom
my doc says
don’t worry
he likes his wine, too
then mad sciences
my blood
and says cessation
may be wise
but my six-pack
of readers
will tell you
this
is a sober poem
lacking
the larger
brushstrokes
of unglued ecstasy
I can hear
a bluebird outside
my window
tweet-fuckin’-tweet
what
is his secret
message?
I don’t know why
the sober bird
sings
maybe
he saw a worm
Watusi
or the naked dance
of secret squirrel
the wild cats
will kill them all
if given
half a song
don’t worry
this isn’t depression
I care too much
about
comics & toys
and their destruction
upon my destruction
saturday mornings
with the blonde
my daughter’s vinyl
collection
still needs help,
I guess
UFO meetings
with older offspring
hell, my youngest
hasn’t seen
Attack of the Mushroom People
yet
there’s always shit to do
it’s almost summer
and vodka & crushed ice
tastes like
west coast jazz
my wife’s pissed
that I’m not building
a patio set
told her not to buy
one of those thousand
piece
Apokolips fire-pit
jobs
but good-lookin’ broads
rarely listen
could be anxiety
the thinking too much
seemingly caring
too much
the fucking puzzle piece
of it all
coming together
right now
poof
let it explode
like dandelion pedals
gone to seed
then reaching out
trying to
put it all
back
in concert
with
nothing more
than
Italian roasted java
I like it
yet
it makes my heart
beat
like
Gene Krupa
surfin’
tribal drums
I hear
the thunder moaning
in early June
growling
like a lion
trapped in a zoo
raging
because we are here
drawing down
lightning
maybe
the earth is flat
or round
or oval
who gives a fuck?
the gods are angry
we create
artists & idiots
magicians
and warriors
madmen
and crazy women
dancing
singing
praying
soothsayers
farmers
teachers
and children
driving tricycles
but
who talks to the clouds?
probably
more people; more often
than we know
we have jazz
we hold that one thing
and lumberjacks
to make the pulp
paper
to cut into
creating
the telepathy
to tell
you
this.