in lieu of psychotherapy
i sing this
song in exile
sleepless on
hammered
pillow, and i
am unfed love
bleeding at
the mouth
a broken
wheel, an
unloaded
revolver
a skeptic’s
roulette
of stilted
ambition
staggering
toward self-
loathing
and i am
mothwing
suicide
with
one eye
on the
funeral
urn and
one foot
on the
dimmer
switch
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