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Kevin Ridgeway

Posted in Kevin Ridgeway, Uncategorized with tags on April 25, 2021 by Scot


was me
and he wonders
38 years later
in a prison cell
who his son is out there
in the gruesome world
he could no longer live in,
after trying to be a gangster
of the heart and a gangster
of the mind, surviving it
with words as ammunition
to prove just how dangerous
I can be ever since my mother
told me that he was never
going to come home.
I cried a lifetime of tears
until I was able to break
free of them and avoid
prosecution. I’ve got
no more time to kill
with a mind that’s half
of my Mensa mother
and the other half
a dope fiend. I thought
the world owed me
for taking my father
away. I morphed
into a stranger
my father will never
recognize. the man
he created. I’m alone
and on the run from him
in a free world
made insane with
his son hidden in it
as a survivor of
my father’s curse
with endless poetry
that has left me
beyond recognition
and a father to myself.



I was eleven years old
when it was decided
that I needed to go
to another school
because all of
my classmates
made me
but not as
miserable as
the morning
my mother waltzed
into the classroom
on my first day
at my new school
and used a fake
game show
announcer’s voice
to introduce me
to a bunch of
weary crickets.
i emerged
from behind her
and looked out
at my new
and I could
already see
in their eyes
what they were
all planning
to do with me.



You arrived at the front gates
of the cemetery in an uber
with a musician you traveled
from Missouri with, on your
way to discovering America.
I was your lowlife guide
in a yard full of dead
renegades in arts, letters,
music and plenty of jocks
who didn’t read poetry.
I led you up a hill
to an orange traffic cone
where you collapsed
on top of the dead,
dirty old man
who we both chased
into the pages
of literature.
We said nothing
as he spoke to us.
We hurried across
the large memorial park
in order for you
to get back to the airport
in time but first
we paid our respects
to a San Pedro punk legend
who lost his life
on the same offbeat road
traveled by the old man
and wee lads like us
in the beautiful ugliness
of this world in relentless
search for a beer-drunk
nirvana of our own.



My grandma always
said that to us, an old term
intended for perverse men
who tried to take advantage
of her, a beauty that became
wrinkled from the children
she raised throughout
the Great Depression,
a time when she used her
skills as an athlete to wrestle
other women in desperate
matches for money
to feed her children.
I’ll box your ears!
she growled after
I slapped her fanny,
which triggered
her infamous uppercut,
which swung to barely
graze the same face
I managed to plant
onto the floor, where
it wasn’t as fresh
as a hard-won lover.
She took my hand
to help me get back
on my feet while
she hollered at me
for being a pest,
a pest who needed
to get off the floor
she mopped him with.



beyond the time I first opened my eyes
into the fire of this dream, which they all
whispered had finally came true with
the promise I made to myself when
I watched deputies drag my father away
to prison and my mother sobbed against
my shoulders until her tears drowned me
long enough for my mother to never dry
her eyes long enough for the opportunity
to meet her son, shake my hand and
disappear when she was no longer
looking for all of her missing dreams,
dreams where I chase the ghosts
she has left hidden inside of me.

Two Poems by Xi Nan

Posted in Uncategorized on February 14, 2021 by Scot

Mental Hospital

In this mental hospital there are
A whole hospital of doctors and
The only patient
They show all their magical powers, do everything
So that when she wakes up in the night
No longer sees shadows dancing





He was traveling in Spain
He went to a supermarket to buy things
Standing in front of the supermarket, he saw
On the ground
Full of sewage and trash
On this pile of sewage and trash
There sat a fairy-faced girl
With her legs bent
In her twenties
A crew cut, she was
Injecting drugs into herself
A few seconds after, the injection was done
She suddenly, looked ahead
And burst into hearty laughter
Extremely happy
Extremely pure
Don’t know what, her fantasy was?
He asked
For the rest of the day, he
Felt very depressed
He said his existing worldview
Could not explain
This fairy in the trash dump


About the Author: Xi Nan (西楠), born in China, writes and translates, indie publisher, author of different genres. Some works of hers are published in English. Her translation work of ten poems (originally authored by Fish Lu in Chinese) was nominated for the 2020 American Pushcart literary prize. She graduated from London School of Economics and Political Science, now lives in Hangzhou and London.

Her Twitter : @XiNan_WhaleStu

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Gerald Lockin

Posted in Uncategorized on January 19, 2021 by Scot

Rest easy.

Vision of Andrew by Paul Jones

Posted in Uncategorized with tags on December 11, 2020 by Scot


Andy had become so religious that he demanded that we stop the car at every railroad crossing. The signs, he said, were signs of Saint Andrew his Name Saint and Patron. Andy wanted to get out and kneel at each one. “You were first to recognize Him. Now recognize me, Your child,” he shouted to wherever he imagined Andrew might be hiding. Around some building, in bushes, inside the crossing signals, any bus or truck passing, a pair of blue birds, the sky as blue as the flag of Scotland. Or its mirrored stigmata, the cross of blood on Andy’s wrist.

Two poems by Tom Montag

Posted in Uncategorized with tags on December 11, 2020 by Scot

–selections from my on-going series “The Woman in an Imaginary Painting.” 


Love is simply
another kind
of sorrow. She

knows it. She keeps
her heart where her
heart keeps wisdom.

You won’t see that
in this moment
as she poses.

The pose is all
she has to hold
against her pain.

There are no
mourning doves

in her world,
no soft, sighing

no morning

in the trees.

She does not
know their song.

The sorrows
she holds are

all her own.


Tom Montag’s books of poetry include: Making Hay & Other Poems; Middle Ground; The Big Book of Ben Zen; In This Place: Selected Poems 1982-2013; This Wrecked World; The Miles No One Wants; Imagination’s Place; Love Poems; and Seventy at Seventy. His poem ‘Lecturing My Daughter in Her First Fall Rain’ has been permanently incorporated into the design of the Milwaukee Convention Center. He blogs at The Middlewesterner. With David Graham he recently co-edited Local News: Poetry About Small Towns.

OUCH IS ALL YOU NEED by Brian Rihlmann

Posted in Brian Rihlmann, Uncategorized with tags on November 20, 2020 by Scot


a woman I don’t know
posted a question
in a Facebook poetry group—
explain love in one word
and it only took a fraction
of a second
and I already knew
but first I
scrolled down the page—
truth beauty selflessness
trust infinite god christ
and then
with my middle finger
I tapped out the word

Four Poems by Bradley Mason Hamlin

Posted in Uncategorized with tags on October 17, 2020 by Scot

Attack of the Idea People

they offer their ideas
when you tell them
you’re a

because if you write
you know
you’re probably
for inspiration

I know a great story
you can write!

No, thanks, you say
You write it.

But I’m not a writer
Don’t you
wanna good story?

I’m already working
on something

that’s too bad
because this
would have been

really great.


She’s Too Pretty to Play with Sober

got at least

the boneyard

I like
to pull it

in awhile

and run
with a wild

in the summer
when the world

into autumn
as we

into each

code words

jazz piano
as we

pull on
monster façade.


If You Get Just the Right Amount Drunk Tonight

in the super drunken
of appreciation

I know maybe
we don’t have it
all figured

all of the time

just know this
from me

as summer radiation
fades into
the awesome embrace
of autumn shadows

I love you
and don’t let
ever tell you

and beer
I love beer & wine
and vodka

why the fuck not

if you get
just the right amount
drunk tonight

you might see it
the same way.


Telepathy for Angels

it’s impossible
to sleep

it’s one martini
too many
red wine
or good California

or bills
or worrying about
the future
the children
my pretty wife

only one thing
takes me
to clouds

I pray
to gods unknown
or to those
to whom I think
I should know
or want to know

I pray
to my ancestors
and various
other departed people

I phone it in …
to get past
dead letter office

I can’t tell you
whether or not
they answer

that they
grant me
the gift of dreams.

SALTED SLUG by Strider Marcus Jones

Posted in Uncategorized with tags on August 19, 2020 by Scot

your words stung,
and hung
me upside down, inside out,
to watch you
swan turned shrew-
hairbrush out all memory and meaning,
from those fresco pictures on the wet plaster ceiling-
that my Michelangelo took years to paint,
in glorious colours, now flaked and full of hate.

the lights of our pleiades went out,
with no new songs to sing and talk about-
suspended there
inside sobs of solitude and infinite despair-
like soluble syllables of barbiturates
in exhaust fumes of apology and regrets.

you left me prone-
to hear deaths symphony alone,
split and splattered, opened on the floor,
repenting for nothing, evermore-
like a salted slug,
curdled and curled up on the rug-
to melt away
while you spoon and my colours fade to grey.

the heart of truth-
intact in youth,
fractures into fronds of lies and trust,
destined to become a hollow husk-
but i found myself again in hopes congealing pools
and left the field of fools
to someone else-
and put her finished book back on its shelf.


Strider Marcus Jones – is a poet, law graduate and ex civil servant from Salford, England with proud Celtic roots in Ireland and Wales. A member of The Poetry Society, his five published books of poetry reveal a maverick, moving between cities, playing his saxophone in smoky rooms.

Poem with a line by Lew Welch by John Macker

Posted in Uncategorized with tags on August 19, 2020 by Scot

I write poems strewn
across the fragile
anonymous stillness
that turkey vultures
perch on. It’s hot down in
Tumacacori and when the mission bells
the lean, unkillable wing-locked soarer

rises, circling above the heat
barely a scratch etched into
the blue charged silence

Aztecs called him zopilote,
craven loner,
like an angel,
perches on an overkill’s
bloody warmth

Doomsdays by John Greiner

Posted in Uncategorized with tags on August 19, 2020 by Scot

Doomsdays give me a reason to go on;
the plagues and pandemics,
the hurricanes and floods.
Someday California will finally
fall into the ocean
and I’ll jump up as exultant
as a mega millions lotto winner.
The pandemic has given me
the spring, the summer,
the magnificent everyday things
that I’ve missed for so many seasons.
I look up at tress,
I listen to birds,
I go down to the beach and swim
because the city is far away
with its fear and death.
Its innumerable tourists
are stuck somewhere else
having to make something of their time
with no hope of vacation
with its tour book distractions.
The dead are gone
and there’s always someone to say:
to somewhere better.
Maybe they’re right, if not,
at least it gives them a chance to speak
a few words that feel their way
blindly through this life for meaning,
I live disasters and die the rest of the time,
dull as the hours taken in with the crowd.
When the hurricane came
I got out of working the nightshift
and lived in the brilliant
debris of days
with no sun to mourn.
I’m always waiting around
for doomsday,
for the disaster to come,
for the death knell,
it’s the only way,
God come naturally
to take care of the Big Mistake.
It’s during the horrible moments
that I get to look up at the trees,
that I get to listen to the birds sing,
that I get to swim out into the deep
alive and looking forward
with no fear of the horizon,
no worry about the vanishing point,
that my spirit is burning,
that my soul is satiated,
that there is nothing to want
because all has been achieved
in the brutal and beautiful break
from the drudge of the good morning,
hello, how are you doing,
yes, I’ll get it done, no matter why,
no matter what for, all over again.
These disasters and doomsdays
never come often enough;
there’s always the calm after the storm,
the plague finished by the cure,
the flood waters receding,
the hope doled out for a new
and better day
where there’s no trees to look up at,
where there’s no birds to listen to,
where there’s no sand beneath the feet
just dust seconds blown away
and where the ocean is as small as a wanton
look out on the deafening waves.


John Greiner is a writer and visual artist living in Queens, NY. He was educated at the New School for Social Research. Greiner’s work has appeared in Antiphon, Sand Journal, Empty Mirror, Sensitive Skin, Unarmed, Street Value and numerous other magazines. His books of poetry include Circuit (Whiskey City Press), Turnstile Burlesque (Crisis Chronicles Press) and Bodega Roses (Good Cop/Bad Cop Press). His collaborative work with photographer Carrie Crow has appeared at the Tate Liverpool, the Queens Museum and in galleries in New York, Los Angeles, Venice, Paris, Berlin and Hamburg.